February 18, 2009

I Could Break A Flat-Screen TV Into Half Now!

With this kind of weather (I think it's been two weeks without a single raindrop here now), anything can get me annoyed and pissed too easily. The funny thing is, nothing at school ignites the annoyance.
I awake to the sound of silence and the creepy warmth at nights, and I couldn't have my proper night sleep lately. Maybe that resulting in the "emotional breakdown"? Perhaps.

I was never bothered by the amount of sweat I produce until now.
Birds' droppings on my car were never big deals.
Driving 80km/ph is usual until now.
I turn RED over SMS advertisements.
Ants on the wall were never in my sight until now.

Even though I try to limit my movement around the house to escape the deal with the excessive humidity by reading Midnight Sun (reading Edward Cullen's mind coolens things a bit), my temperature seems to be off the limit easily if I'm interrupted while in the middle of doing something.
e.g. When I need the toilet, I JUST NEED the toilet.
or, If I want to use the wash basin, DON'T get in the way.

I know that I'm suffering from the short temper disease, but these few days, it gets worse lately.
ARRRGGGGHHHH!!!
Enough, let's TRY to calm myself. Currently listening to this song, the one I can relate myself to, I think. It feels that there's a VOID in me while listening to it. *sigh*

Unintended by Muse
(one hell of a song!)
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life
I had beforeI'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Before you

P/S: Post title chosen - what exactly Edward Cullen did when he got angry. That's why I love fictional characters!

5 comments:

  1. If the weather is driving you nuts in Sibu, here in Kuching it's making people sick (as in physically sick, not menyampah..hehehehehehe)...

    Cool down...go eat ice cream, have a homemade facial and put cucumber slices on your eyelids as you lie down underneath the fan.

    Wear light cotton clothing, always have a small moist towel that you can wipe yourself with to cool you down. ALWAYS drink gallons (and I mean gallons) of water to stay hydrated.

    I've been to longhouses where being there feels like being a chimney due to the low zink roof. I sweat buckets, so I drank water like there's no tomorrow and always have a moist towel to wipe my face and neck.

    Hope these tips help.

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  2. Actually it isnt abt the heat. its abt d feeling i myself dun understand.

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  3. oh yakah?

    I got nuts especially when I have PMS...I get so easily irritated when it's nearly that time of the month....

    By the way, how to put music on our blog?I tried MixPod tapi for some reason, x dapat engkah di blog ku...dunno why?

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