"aku paling sik suka mun aku nanya bait-bait ngan urang, urang ninggi suara ngan aku. especially mun aku sik tauk, apahal ko manas dgn aku. dan especially juak, mun aku dipolah mcm ya dpn org-org yg bukan kawan aku dan students aku. aku sik suka. bila aku sik suka, aku sik tunjuk gilak aku sik suka, tp jangan harap aku akan hormat, akan berperasaan sama terhadap kau lagik. you will never have my trust and respect anymore. aku akan tawar hati dgn kau, and bila kau nak guna aku lain kali, it's better for u to find someone else. cukup. tok dah kali ketiga aku dipolah org yg aku sangka colleague yg aku boleh depend on time susah, time senang - and third time juak aku dipolah kedak tok. aku tauk bila kitak orang busy, bila sik. tp answering ONE question won't hurt and be troublesome at all. ya jangankan disaut, tinggi sora gik kat aku. semalam pun aku ada masalah and benda menganggu perasaan aku sampai ke pagi tok, tp sikda pun aku nunjuk depan orang. sorry, kak tok jangan nannyak apahal aku kurang bertegur, apahal aku sik bertanya etc dgn kau lagik. aku bukan miak 6 tahun dianok kau mcm ya depan urang. aku ada mak kedirik yg merik aku nasihat, and u dun have to play mother saying such things to me. to me getting hurt is much better than humiliated. when u're hurt, u'll find a way to forgive after you wake up from sleep. but when humiliated, u go to sleep to forget, but when u wake up, the humiliation and scars and bruises are permanent. THANK YOU."
i won't name names, because I won't humiliate that person. WE have different status and class. and i'm not in that person's class, at all.
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